Monday Afternoon.
2007-02-19
Not bad for a Monday so far. Class was less than exhilarating, but someone brought do-nuts. That counts for something. So much for the diet thing I was "planning" on doing.
I'm sad right now, but hopeful that things will get better. Mark (the husband) has been at work for 60 something hours now, and the house is to quiet with just me and the dogs. He should be getting off in a couple of hours. It is hard being married to a Paramedic.
Right now a nap sounds good. In theory it might be. However, if I do take a nap I will not sleep tonight. That will not do. I have to be up early in the morning to go work for free, nursing school is so wonderful. It is really preferable to not be dozing off as you are sinking a needle into someones arm, or ass. So, no nap. You know what one of my favorite things to do right now? Wake up on a day off, eat something and then go back to sleep. You would not believe how wonderful that is. If you eat fast enough the bed will still be warm when you come back. Some might say that sort of behavior is indicative of depression. They are wrong, this time.
Yesterday was the four year anniversary of Mark and my first date. He had to work. Bummer. I'm hoping he won't be to wiped out and we can go see a movie and get some dinner. I'm interested in seeing Hannibal Rising. I wish Anthony Hopkins was in it. I find him vaguely attractive.
My self esteem has been floundering lately, so I actually put on make up today and did my hair. I'm not sure what is going on with me. I've gained some weight since starting nursing school, but not that much. I'm just feeling ugly. That is actually one of the reasons I started this site. I thought it would be good to get out some of my feelings. Maybe it will help. Thats all for now.
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